Had I Known How to Save a Life..

Season of birth: Winter

Orientation: Straight

Theme Song: How to Save a Life by the Fray

 



Personality: Loyal | Determined | Peaceful | Grudge-Holder | Trusting | Reserved | Patient | Depressed

Loyal
""
[Howlite will always be there to defend those who he holds no grudges against, except for when he is supremely out on Pack business. Then he will guard those the Pack wants him to guard. This is why he's so great for either position.]

Determined
"I will find Pyrite!"
[Howlite doesn't give up. He will do anything to finish whatever he feels he needs to.]

Peaceful
"It's ok, I mean you no harm."
[Howlite is very peaceful, and he doesn't fight much, if at all. He is the type of wolf who would welcome your wolf to the pack without the All he's permission.]

Grudge-Holder
"You said you would! You lied to me all those years ago! Why would I trust you ever again?!"
[Howlite holds a lot of grudges. He has a great memory, and he never forgets anything bad that happened.]

Trusting
"I believe you."
[Howlite gives everyone the benefit of the doubt, and he takes lies and such to the grave. HE HOLDS CRAZY GRUDGES!]

Reserved
"..."
[Howlite has become more quiet and reserved in the past few months, not really speaking, and thinking a lot more.]

Patient
"Just wait. Pyrite will help... I know he will."
[Howlite is very patient, sometimes annoying the crap outta other wolves. This patience makes him great at fishing and really just hunting in general. But as was said earlier, Howlite may annoy other wolves a ton.]

Depressed
"..."
[Pushed to the edge by his brother's death, followed by becoming distrusted, Howlite has become depressed, beleiving that he is not to be trusted.]

Talents: Swimming; Staying quiet; listening;

Flaws: Howlite wishes he could change the past..;

Likes: His brother, Pyrite; His mother, Syrgia; Cold; Waya; His pups; Xanthe;

Dislikes: Heat; His father, Sergey; Wolves that did something mean to him or Dickens; COYOTES



Apearance:

   Fur: Very thick, and fluffy dark gray fur with lighter and darker markings

   Eyes:  A crisp, icy blue

   Fur length: Long

   Build: Lithe, 
  
   Height: 2.3 ft

   Weight: 100 lbs

   Scars: a deep scar across his shoulder, caused by the bear fight


History: Howlite was born to Syrgia and Sergey during the winter with his brother; Pyrite. Howlite lived a happy life as a pup, and he enjoyed the company of his family and pack--then his mother and father started fighting eachother.  Soon, the two wolves left eachother, and Howlite was taken with Sergey. Sergey became more and more harsh towards his son, and when Howlite grew old enough, the pup left his father. And the search began. Howlite was looking for Syrgia and Dickens, who he only knew as Pyrite, and he wouldn't give up. When he found a trail that led him to the borders... He was ecstatic. He would finally be home. He would see his happy family again-- but his mother was probably dead. And he had watched his father be killed by bears... So that only left Pyrite.

Family:
Syrgia-Mother
Sergey-Father
Pyrite/Dickens-Brother
Waya-Mate
Rossi-"Brother-in-law"
Loki/Luna/Laurens-Daughter
Phillip-Son
Hamilton-Son
Burr-Half-brother
Sky/Schuyler-Half-Sister
Xanthe-"Sister in law"

- RELATIONSHIP - TRACKER –

:Mountain Plains Pack:
 
Mother | Syrgia |  

"There's so much loss now... The pack is losing members so quickly.."

Father | Sergey |  
"...How do you get through loss that is back to back, father..?"

Brother | Pyrite/Dickens |  
"Take care of my pup, and your love and the rest of our family.. alright? Please, I'm so sorry.."

Z'ev | DisMudd |
"Z'ev.. Stay close to friends, please.. Don't put me through this alone.."

Waya | whitewind1 |   

"No... Not Phillip, He can't be gone.. What are we going to do? So much death in such a little time.."

Xanthe | Steel-Pineapples |   
"NO!! This has all gone so badly.. You can't be gone forever, not like Dickens and Phillip.. Why.. Please, Xanthe.. You can't be dead.. For the rememberance of old times.. When you and I had the least to worry about.. When I was so annoyed at you.. Please.. My sister, no..."

Lafayette | Steel-Pineapples |  

"I am so sorry. You didn't deserve the hate that you got off of me, all I did was hate you.. I am sorry.. Will you and your family help Pi take care of Phillip in the afterlife? So many have died.. I'm so sorry.."

Kolos | Viikin | 
"My only family is gone. I've lost my sister, my brother and a pup.. All that's left to do is wait for age to take me. Then I can see my dear sister again, and Pi..."

Skyla | Viikin | 
"What do you think of our alpha, my sister, being dead? Why do I get the feeling that despite the fact that she was a good wolf, practically everyone hated her..?"

Kikin | MentalMutt | 
"So much pain in the pack now.."

Heathcliff | Steel-Pineapples | 
"Heathcliff.. A temporary alpha.. You are an amazing wolf, and I'm sorry that your family has died.. What happened was terrible.. Im so sorry, I wish I could change it all..."

Aula | @Konghb | 
"Aula.. Sweet, dear Aula, love of Lafayette and slightly Dickens.. Oh, Im so sorry.. I should have respected Lafayette more, and gotten to know you.."

Phillip | Me |  
"No... Not you too.. All of them, all of my family.. Gone.. I should have gotten closer to all of you, I'm so sorry.. This is my fault, I shouldn't have tried to pull myself away.. I'm so sorry...."

Hamilton | Me | 
"I'm sorry.. He's gone, as are Xan, Lafayette, Aula.. and Pistol..."

Luna | whitewind1 | 
"Don't let me lose you too, dear daughter.. No matter what you are or are not.."

(please tell me if I missed your wolf with poor Howlite, I can't remember anyone else ;-; )



More with roleplay!

Current Mate: Waya

Past Mate(s): N/A

 

Searching For:

 Neutral

  (extra) Attractions: Gray fur; Calm; Patient; Peaceful

  (extra) Finds unattractive:  Sandy colored fur; Aggression


Roleplay example:
Howlite looked around the snowy landscape. Now that Sergey was gone, he had to find Pyrite, Syrgia, and the pack. Where were they? He sniffed around where he remembered the borders to be. It had been three years... Maybe they had moved... But hope couldn't be lost... Not now...

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Character created by leWolfi